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Welcome to the SeasonWelcome Christmas, Welcome Winter.
Welcome the season of memory and regret.
Welcome the past that brushes us by.
Welcome the Heart that betrays us this night
Welcome Christmas, Welcome Winter.
This is the season that we all remember.
We remember the past and consider the future.
We all fall to memory, emotions, and life.
But this is the season of hope and of help
Of good will, and good cheer as well.
So this time I hand out forgiveness,
and with some regret.
Say good-bye to some friends that I've met:
"You were good friends and I'm sorry its gone.
But things being how they are it is best if we move on."
Merry Christmas, Happy H
The Vampire between usIt seems every time I say something,
I drive that stake between us deeper
I don't know how to stop it
I don't like were this is going
I don't want to lose you
But I don't know what to do
I gave almost four years to you
And I don't want it to go away
Just because of your mistake
Maybe I can try harder
But it's so hard to do
This stake of a mistake
No one wants it here
But I can't just forget
But I need to let it go
I'm just as lost as you
And I don't know what to do
This Vampire of an issue
That rises even after its dead
It is going to ruin our lives
If we can't stake it down
And cut off its head
But what can we do?
ForgivenessBut perhaps I was hasty.
Perhaps I misjudged.
Perhaps I was to rash.
Perhaps I should forgive you,
Dear friend number two.
You will understand if I find it hard,
After what you did.
But it's not fair, to find you completely at fault.
Especially after I decided that the first,
Was completely not to blame.
I don't know how it happened,
And I don't really want to know.
It was stupid and you should not have done it.
And I still think you, with a clear head,
Should have said no, and nothing more be said.
With neither of you will things ever be the same.
But you share the blame.
Finally, back to the topic at hand.
BetrayalI feel betrayed.
I fear nothing will be quite the same.
One of you was one of my best friends,
And I trusted you.
The other was a good friend,
And I respected you.
To the two that made me feel this way:
The first of you I feel I can forgive
You made a mistake,
And were taken advantage of.
Despite what you would say.
I forgive you.
To the second of you:
I'm not sure what to say.
I thought you were my friend.
I thought that you knew better.
I thought that you had more respect for me.
But I see that I was wrong.
The first was a wreck that you took advantage of.
You had no such excuse.
Maybe one day I can forgive you,
Without you where would I be?What I know; and you should see,
Is exactly how much you mean to me.
Without you here I would be,
lost in darkness unable to see.
But what I know and you should too
Is that I will always be here for you.
Through sickness and health
and for better or worse.
I'm far from perfect,
Although, I try my best
And how you love me
Is anyone's guess.
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More